I seriously don't even know why.
It was all sudden that all the feelings just came surround me.
It started to guide me to flash back on so many matters.
so many incidents, so many memories, and so many endless dreams.
Some which I hope it was never be there, some that hope it is still in place.
Some which I hope it never ended there and then, carrying on with the memories and the endless dreams.
What could we do? We cannot do anything much. Just able to recall, flash back, and remember the moments.
It was never easy but it was never difficult too. We were the culprit of all.
We were the factors, and yet, we never ponder our true self.
It is sometimes, too late, for things that happened, for moments that passed, for memories that faded.
But, hidden in the blurry corner of our mind, there they were.
There they were the things that we tried not to remember, not to mention, and not to feel.
The feelings and emotions are just too difficult to be describe.
So difficult that we might just loose our breath, our motivation, our directions.
It also made us to think negatively towards the current people around us.
It come in sudden, it never goes in sudden.
Time, is what can make it away.
Time, is also what make it fade, BUT.
The feelings and emotions may appear to us anytime, anywhere.
I am tired, I am falling back,
but, I will stay strong, I will stay focus.
Pushing myself for better.
P/s: I am falling back does not mean I am falling back in any aspects. I am referring to I am moving too slow that I am falling back in my progress.
